I have a little over a week to write 25,000 words. The task seems very daunting, especially since it’s taken me twenty-three days to write the first 25,000. At first I was very excited. Even getting up at 4:30 in the morning just to make sure I had time in the day to get it done. My enthusiasm, however has dwindled considerably. I find that I really don’t like what I’ve written which makes it hard to continue. I want the quality to be better, but when you’re working on quantity it’s hard to achieve success in quality. I keep telling myself that I’m doing this to prove to myself that I can write more then I think I can. I’m a little stubborn that way. I will finish this just to prove that I can.
Okay, now that I’ve finished my little rant it’s back to writing I go…I just can’t forget to wake the kids up for school…
It doesn’t take much, for me to put off, what I love to do for what I think I must do. This has been one of those years. Don’t get me wrong, it’s been an amazing year but I just couldn’t quite balance everything that I had on my list. So to get myself back into the habit of writing, I challenged myself to write 50,000 words in one month. I signed up for the NaNoWriMo challenge.
I started writing a novel that I’ve been thinking about for some time. I even woke up at 4:30 am to try and get more time out of my day. So far I’m only at 23,000 words but I still have time. The great thing about this challenge is I’ve started writing again daily. The real trick is to keep going.
Unfortunately book two will not be finished by May 31st. I am hoping I will have it finished by the end of the summer. For those that have been eagerly waiting I’m sorry. This is my first attempt to set a deadline for myself and I am learning. I will keep you posted when the 1st draft is finished.
Here I am a month after my last post. I would say I’ve been rather unsuccessful in fighting the pull that the outdoors has on me. I received a call today from a friend that wanted to know if I had finished my second book in the series “Soul Conquest.” I felt awful to have to tell her that it was not yet finished. Sometimes I forget that people are interested. It sure helps me to have a greater desire to write knowing that people are eager to read more. This time of the year is the busiest for me. I spend so much time working in my garden and farm that I have less time to write. I hope to change that this summer. Hopefully I will get a laptop which will allow me to sit outside in the beautiful summer weather and write. That should help. I don’t like being inside on nice days.
Spring is here and with it the battle between two hobbies. I love working outdoors. During the spring and summer I spend hours and hours working on my yard and garden. Usually that means that writing is put away on a shelf waiting for the day when the rain returns and the cold sets in. This year I don’t want to set my writing aside. I want to continue to imagine and write. I will try and balance both hobbies better this year and see if I have the strength to pull myself inside every now and again to let my mind venture into worlds and troubles unknown.
This is one of my all time favorite quotes—
“The desire to create is one of the deepest yearnings of the human soul. No matter our talents, education, backgrounds, or abilities, we each have an inherent wish to create something that did not exist before.
Everyone can create. You don’t need money, position, or influence in order to create something of substance or beauty.
Creation brings deep satisfaction and fulfillment. We develop ourselves and others when we take unorganized matter into our hands and mold it into something of beauty—and I am not talking about the process of cleaning the rooms of your teenage children.
You might say, “I’m not the creative type. When I sing, I’m always half a tone above or below the note. I cannot draw a line without a ruler. And the only practical use for my homemade bread is as a paperweight or as a doorstop.”
If that is how you feel, think again, and remember that you are spirit daughters of the most creative Being in the universe. Isn’t it remarkable to think that your very spirits are fashioned by an endlessly creative and eternally compassionate God? Think about it—your spirit body is a masterpiece, created with a beauty, function, and capacity beyond imagination.”
–PRESIDENT DIETER F. UCHTDORF
One of the young members of our writers group brought up the idea of a mid month write-in. This is in addition to our monthly meeting in which we critique and review each others work. We are very excited about it. Each member takes a turn each month. That way everyone has a chance to pick the time, date and venue that best fits their interest. Then as many as can try and make it. We are hoping this will be a great success and encourage us even more to continue in writing endeavors.